Michelle and I have been talking dating now for a while but I am not sure if she is the one or not. I could use a girl with a bit more personality. I dunno what is wrong with some women... really I don't know what is wrong with some men too. It seems that there are two different kinds of people in this world: People with passion and people with no passion. I just don't understand how people can exist without any passion. Some people don't care about much, don't have any appreciation for food, art, wine, architecture, fashion, etc. It is like they are totally fucking dead inside. They have the personality of a fucking shoebox and when it comes to guys they are just ignorant donkeys who think that these kinds of traits are gay or weak when in reality it is these guys who are weak. Too weak and too ignorant to appreciate the finer things in life. I hate guys like that and I think they give men a bad name. I will never be like that. Perhaps that is because I was lucky enough to have one half of my parents be a nice, caring, emotional person otherwise I might have turned into a douche bag jock loser donkey.
Ok now that that rant is done let me tell you about another girl I met. Yes that is right, I am serious with Michelle but I am also keeping my options wide open because I have no idea if I may decided I don't want to be with her anymore or if she will behave like most girls where they just randomly go fucking crazy and do something rash or just randomly message you telling you they are in love with their ex and they can't be with you or something other stupid shit that doesn't make any sense. I think that is my biggest complaint about women. They just don't make any sense sometimes or they are just so weak that they make up these dumbass transparent lies about stuff when it's like hey biatch I can tell you are lying too bad you don't have the balls to tell me to my face. Ok end of rant number two. I met a girl the other day as I was saying and her name is Jackie and she is all into country music and shit. When I saw her pic with her wearing cowboy boots I was like hellz no and I clicked back.
The thing is that on the online dating site it shows you who has looked at your profile regardless of whether or not they message you in the end. So she saw that I was looking at her and so she sent me a message that was something like hey I saw you looking at me but you never sent me a message, do you not like country girls? I was lol no or something.. I should have just said yes I do not like country girls but instead I was intrigued by the fact that she sent me a message so I engaged her in conversation. We exchanged a few messages and dammnit if we don't have a lot of stuff in common. It seems like the country thing, the fact that she likes country music AND likes to dress like a country cowgirl is the only thing we don't have in common so now I am torn. I told her I would get together with her tomorrow after work for coffee at this cool place here in Denver called St Mark's Coffee House. It is a really cool place from what my friends tell me. The kind of place where cool kids go to be cool, so they said yo if you want to be cool then take this chick to this place and be like yo and she will be like yeah you the man. Well lol we will see. Will report back soon on that.
Tuesday, April 13. 2010
Nice dinner with a nice smart girl
Hi everyone welcome back to my super duper awesome blog. I am back at work and everything is cool there. I haven't been feeling very stressful like I was before I collapsed. I feel totally like a new person after all I went through and then my trip to Asia. I have been living a pretty normal life since I returned. I redid my online profile for the dating site and I listed all my new interests like buddhism etc on there and put some good pics up. I also started doing yoga so I put that on there and I have had some messages from some girls who are into yoga too which is a really cool thing. See you can search the online dating site and you can put in there the thing you are interested in and any girl who listed that in her profile will come up in the results so you can message them. You can also sort by hair color and whether or not they are thin or athletic or average or bbw etc. I like girls thin, and I also prefer them with red hair but hey I have seen a lot of girls who do not fit this description that I find hot as hell so it's not like this is cast it stone, just a preference.
One of the girls I have been talking to is named Michelle and she 24 years old and she is a medical school student still. She will become a doctor one day and she is really hot and she acts way older than 24 that is for sure, she really does. She is really intelligent but she works so hard. I am not sure how often I would get to see her but I can't help myself because I am so attracted to her. I told her I would take her out for dinner and I said we would go to this little Mexican place I had read about last weekend in the paper. She agreed and I picked her up at her place and we headed over to the restaurant which is called Casa Bonita. The place was really cool inside and the service wasn't bad. I am not really a fan of Mexican food I don't even know why I suggested we go there. I really didn't. The food was ok I guess, again I am not the best measure of mexican food but Michelle seemed to like it and the place was quite busy. I am not really a fan of spanish/mexican sounding music so I was eager to get out there once dinner was over.
We left the restaurant and hopped into my car. It was about 9:30pm and I just started to head toward the direction of where she lived. I asked her if I was going the right way and then she said yes but it is still early why don't we head over to this place called Blackberries Ice Cream & Coffee for some desert and some coffee. She said she had a craving for ice cream and that this place was awesome. I have to say the ice cream I had there was really awesome. It really was. I don't eat ice cream too often but I know good ice cream when I eat it. I mean, some things in this world are just really easy to tell. Like good ice cream and good women. I think I was with both that night. We sat and ate our ice cream and then she wanted coffee but I didn't want any because whenever I drink coffee at night it totally wires me and I can't sleep very well or I have crazy nightmares. Anyways, she finished up her coffee and I noticed her looking and smiling at me a bit which was a good sign. When we pulled up in front of her apartment we sat and talked for about 10 minutes, but the whole time I was just thinking of a way that I could end up kissing her. I couldn't think of a way so I just interrupted her mid-sentence and told her I really wanted to kiss her. She just giggled so I reached over and kissed her. Was a really good night and I have been chatting with her on a daily basis since then. She may just be the one!
One of the girls I have been talking to is named Michelle and she 24 years old and she is a medical school student still. She will become a doctor one day and she is really hot and she acts way older than 24 that is for sure, she really does. She is really intelligent but she works so hard. I am not sure how often I would get to see her but I can't help myself because I am so attracted to her. I told her I would take her out for dinner and I said we would go to this little Mexican place I had read about last weekend in the paper. She agreed and I picked her up at her place and we headed over to the restaurant which is called Casa Bonita. The place was really cool inside and the service wasn't bad. I am not really a fan of Mexican food I don't even know why I suggested we go there. I really didn't. The food was ok I guess, again I am not the best measure of mexican food but Michelle seemed to like it and the place was quite busy. I am not really a fan of spanish/mexican sounding music so I was eager to get out there once dinner was over.
We left the restaurant and hopped into my car. It was about 9:30pm and I just started to head toward the direction of where she lived. I asked her if I was going the right way and then she said yes but it is still early why don't we head over to this place called Blackberries Ice Cream & Coffee for some desert and some coffee. She said she had a craving for ice cream and that this place was awesome. I have to say the ice cream I had there was really awesome. It really was. I don't eat ice cream too often but I know good ice cream when I eat it. I mean, some things in this world are just really easy to tell. Like good ice cream and good women. I think I was with both that night. We sat and ate our ice cream and then she wanted coffee but I didn't want any because whenever I drink coffee at night it totally wires me and I can't sleep very well or I have crazy nightmares. Anyways, she finished up her coffee and I noticed her looking and smiling at me a bit which was a good sign. When we pulled up in front of her apartment we sat and talked for about 10 minutes, but the whole time I was just thinking of a way that I could end up kissing her. I couldn't think of a way so I just interrupted her mid-sentence and told her I really wanted to kiss her. She just giggled so I reached over and kissed her. Was a really good night and I have been chatting with her on a daily basis since then. She may just be the one!
Wednesday, January 27. 2010
Polish girls are cute
I went on a date on Saturday with one of the girls I was talking to. She is 25 years old, her name is Paulina and she is from Poland. She only moved to Denver from Poland 3 years ago but she speaks pretty good English. Yes there is definitely a cultural difference and sometimes she doesn't totally understand me but I feel we communicate well and she seems to have quite a bit in common with me. One of the thing that surprised me is that she likes the same kind of music as me which is mainly rock from the 90's like Nirvana, Pearl Jam, and Soundgarden. She is going to school her on some kind of scholarship program for foreign students. She said she didn't have a chance to go to University in Poland because she didn't have the money so she had to work in a factory and constantly apply for scholarships. She is very bright and was able to finally win one and she has been going to school here in Denver for 3 years now and is almost finished her MBA. I am not sure what she intends to do with her MBA once she has graduated but whatever she should do well in life which is cool.
I met her at a coffee shop instead of taking her out for dinner because I thought we were gonna have a huge language barrier going on and I didn't want to be in a stuffy environment like a restaurant if that happened. Of course it turned out otherwise and we had a great time chatting over coffee about our very different lives. She told me that all of her family is still in Poland and that they all work at the same factory that she worked at. It didn't sound like they were completely miserable, in fact she said they are a very humble family and even though they don't have much, the family was always happy and very loving etc having big dinners together with relatives etc on a constant basis. She said she had a boyfriend back in Poland but left him when she moved here. She said she had met a few guys here that she was going to school with but because she was older than everyone else she kept meeting younger guys and nothing ever worked out for her. At the end of the date we shared a nice kiss in the parking lot and we have been chatting online ever since. I am going to be taking her out for dinner this weekend.
I met her at a coffee shop instead of taking her out for dinner because I thought we were gonna have a huge language barrier going on and I didn't want to be in a stuffy environment like a restaurant if that happened. Of course it turned out otherwise and we had a great time chatting over coffee about our very different lives. She told me that all of her family is still in Poland and that they all work at the same factory that she worked at. It didn't sound like they were completely miserable, in fact she said they are a very humble family and even though they don't have much, the family was always happy and very loving etc having big dinners together with relatives etc on a constant basis. She said she had a boyfriend back in Poland but left him when she moved here. She said she had met a few guys here that she was going to school with but because she was older than everyone else she kept meeting younger guys and nothing ever worked out for her. At the end of the date we shared a nice kiss in the parking lot and we have been chatting online ever since. I am going to be taking her out for dinner this weekend.
Friday, December 11. 2009
New fish on the hook
Chalk up another one on the big board.
Last night I met a new girl to fall in love with me. Her name is Samantha and she is a Virgo just like me. She loves punk rock music and so do I (not). Everything that she said she likes or loves I just said yeah I love that too. Which means that now I have to watch the tv show True Blood cuz I told her I loved that show and watched it all the time. Everytime she said what do you think about this about the show or what do you think of that I just gave some answer like "yeah totally". She is 24 years old and isn't as naive as the other two girls but she is still not smart enough to catch on to my insincerity. She said that family is really important to her and that she has 6 brothers and she is the only female. To me this is a huge challenge and will make things much more interesting when I go over to her place for dinner and have to get grilled by all her brothers. I bet you I can dupe them all into believing that I really do love their sister. What the fuck is love anyways? I believe that love is a just a misinterpreted electrical impulse produced by the human brain. I think that society breeds a race of people with unrealistic expectations. When we are young, we see the world in such a different light. We think that anything is possible and that love can conquer all obstacles. It isn't until you grow up and experience firsthand the cruel duality of man that you get a much clearer picture of how things work. Some people get extremely depressed when they come to realize this and other people turn to self medicating by doing drugs like smoking pot or drinking booze. I meet quite a few people who don't have a very good memory. I am lucky to be blessed with an exceptional memory. I feel sorry for those people with a shitty memory because they don't get to hold on to all the good memories they have from their childhood etc. Of course life is a double edged sword and that means I don't get to forget all the bad memories I have. I can only try and work on blocking out those negative memories and trying to just focus on the positive ones. At least I have something to work with... at least I have a chance unlike those people who simply forget everything. They say ignorance is bliss and I guess if you forget shit all the time than that would be similar to ignorance. I am starting to go off on a few tangents here. I am gonna end things here for now and go take a shower. I will make sure I don't have any big gaps in between my posts from now on because I know you guys are eager to hear how things are going, at least I assume that you are.
Last night I met a new girl to fall in love with me. Her name is Samantha and she is a Virgo just like me. She loves punk rock music and so do I (not). Everything that she said she likes or loves I just said yeah I love that too. Which means that now I have to watch the tv show True Blood cuz I told her I loved that show and watched it all the time. Everytime she said what do you think about this about the show or what do you think of that I just gave some answer like "yeah totally". She is 24 years old and isn't as naive as the other two girls but she is still not smart enough to catch on to my insincerity. She said that family is really important to her and that she has 6 brothers and she is the only female. To me this is a huge challenge and will make things much more interesting when I go over to her place for dinner and have to get grilled by all her brothers. I bet you I can dupe them all into believing that I really do love their sister. What the fuck is love anyways? I believe that love is a just a misinterpreted electrical impulse produced by the human brain. I think that society breeds a race of people with unrealistic expectations. When we are young, we see the world in such a different light. We think that anything is possible and that love can conquer all obstacles. It isn't until you grow up and experience firsthand the cruel duality of man that you get a much clearer picture of how things work. Some people get extremely depressed when they come to realize this and other people turn to self medicating by doing drugs like smoking pot or drinking booze. I meet quite a few people who don't have a very good memory. I am lucky to be blessed with an exceptional memory. I feel sorry for those people with a shitty memory because they don't get to hold on to all the good memories they have from their childhood etc. Of course life is a double edged sword and that means I don't get to forget all the bad memories I have. I can only try and work on blocking out those negative memories and trying to just focus on the positive ones. At least I have something to work with... at least I have a chance unlike those people who simply forget everything. They say ignorance is bliss and I guess if you forget shit all the time than that would be similar to ignorance. I am starting to go off on a few tangents here. I am gonna end things here for now and go take a shower. I will make sure I don't have any big gaps in between my posts from now on because I know you guys are eager to hear how things are going, at least I assume that you are.
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